Blessings Through it All

To be given the opprotunity to close one door just to see another one open is a blessing within itself. No matter how many curve balls life may continue to throw my way I am blessed to say that I have made it another day. There used to be points in my life where I would regret some things that I may do, but I've grown to realize that regretting them will not change anything, but accepting them as mistakes and moving forward will allow me to have peace within myself. Over this past school year and winding into my last year in college, I have learned to become comfortable with the skin that I am in. I admit that it was a long way coming but God has opened up my eyes to visualize what I have in front of me. If it had not been for him on my side, I do not know where I would be. I have forgiven myself for the harm I placed upon myself, and learned that the storm is only temporary and joy comes in the morning. I have also forgiven those who have placed harm upon me because without them I would not be able to stand as strong in my faith as I am now. I know God will make a way out of no way, and he will continue to bless whether I am in need or not. I now know who Tiffany is, and I am ready to conquer the world, one blessing at a time. I am happy and at peace, and God is the source of my needs. He is my provider, my strength, my guidance, my light, God is my everything. Be Blessed!

Finding Me

Okay, time to let it all go. I finally realized that over the past year I have spent my time trying to maintain some type of good "relationship" with 4 different guys. I just now came to the realization that none of them were worth my time. I must admit one stood out among the rest, but even he wasn't worth my time. I'm not about to fall under the cliche that it's a new year so that means a new me...NO I won't do it because I am still going to be the same me just with some modifications. This past year has been an epic disaster, but at the same time it has been the most helpful because I learned a lot of lessons. The drama stops now, the tears stop now, the mind boggling stops now, the questioning of what is real or fake STOPS NOW! I admit that I am flawed, but this is America, who isn't. I ask for forgiveness from those who I may have hurt in any way, and I forgive those who may have unintentionally hurt me. I can't help others until I've learned to help myself first. I will no longer apologize for being me. Today is a new day, and tomorrow isn't promised. This year is about me...I'm about to start pouring out the "Unveiling Mysteries of TLC." I am no longer hiding or afraid to be me. It may have took me 20 years to realize it, but I finally found Tiffany!!!