..::..I'm Tired of Waiting..::..

It's amazing how someone is so quick to crucify you for the smallest things, but when the tables have been turned everything goes bad. I don't open my mouth to trip about the smallest stuff because I'm bigger than that. I spent too much of my life trying to make everyone else happy, and not caring how it would make me look or feel in the end. I put other people too high on a pedestal that I began to lose sight of who I really am. Yes, I'm caring, loving, and enjoy making people happy, but I'm tired of waiting for my moment. I'm tired of waiting for my moment when someone will make me happy. My moment when someone will only put smiles on my face instead of tears streaming from my eyes. My moment when my prince charming will come sweep me off my feet. My moment when I don't have to worry about anything because someone else has me taken care of. I'm tired of waiting for my moment when someone, even if it's just one person, will love me unconditionally. Yes, your damn right I'm tired of waiting. So without any help I'm going to make it all happen. People are going to see me and wonder what happened to the "old" Tiffany. All I'm going to say is the "old" Tiffany is gone because she was tired of waiting, and the "new" Tiffany is all about making her wishes into a reality.